Write down these four words, I feel very heavy.
Three days ago, when I was admitted to hospital, my roommate had just come out of the operation room.
These three days let me see what is really life like death.
The roommate was suffering from Parkinson's disease. 爱上海The operation took 260 thousand seas. On the head opened three big mouth, right chest a mouth. I said I put a pacemaker in my brain, then I wore a wire to the right chest, and I put a battery on it. As for the effect, after the complete recovery of the operation, the boot can be resumed at that moment.
Just after the operation, it has not started yet. The condition is only aggravated on the original foundation. Today, for the whole three days, life can not take care of itself. In addition to a few sleeping hours, the ward can hear the kind of pain and sigh that has been suppressed and suppressed.
It's not too much to say that we have been walking through the gate of hell. I was so poor that I could not describe the extremely painful picture in words.
Just think, so painful to live, how much courage is needed? At least I don't have.
In the face of pain, I feel that for me, I would rather die than struggle so painfully. Moreover, after struggling through the gates of hell, there is still endless pain.
But in life, there are so many worries and dismay.
I'm waiting for Monday. On Monday, after the meeting, the doctor will know which day my surgery is scheduled.
I have nothing to do this weekend. By this rare opportunity, I sneak out of the hospital and accompany my mother to visit the spring city.
I know that this idle life is extremely rare for my mother, and I treasure it very much.
When my mother stood on the side of the road with a cell phone and took a picture of a tall building without a landmark building, there was a look at the mother in the crowd, and the mother asked me shyly. Did I lose face to you? Do you feel ashamed of yourself? I say how we will, and we do not know them. Why should we pay attention to strangers? The mother said that your father was sick with a car, and he had no luck in his life. I took it down and showed him the big city.
At that time, I got a red eye.
Suddenly, I felt sick and came to the provincial capital to be hospitalized. At that moment a sick feeling of happiness was full of heart.
Go back to the ward. 爱上海龙凤419The doctor changed the bed. I saw the pain of that thrilling wound, how painful it would be. Can perceive why it is so hard to endure.
At night. I heard the difficulty of breathing in the next bed.
I can not help thinking that, with the wishes of my mother, I am not at ease, I want to go to the hospital to keep my operation. This is a very wrong decision.